Shaping the future.

Here's a new lyric:

Writing with my eyes half closed and my mind half blurred just tryin' to think of you, your smile.....

OMG! Intramurals na, I joined Swimming backstroke and water Obstacles. I like swimming so much that ever since my first intrams all about water lang talaga ang sinasalihan ko. That's my best when it comes to sports. I wanted to join Cheering Squad pero andun si Grace Ascutia which bothered me so much, ayan na nga na naman siya e, nagiging epal na naman. Why can't she just mind her own business?

Bakit kailangan niya mangasar ng ibang tao na hindi naman siya pinapakialaman?
Yung sister ko nga kanina ginagaya niya yung action e. I really wish she would change na, so much.
Or else kailangan niya maghanap ng ibang school.

Si David Zantua nga pala nagquit na siya mangligaw sa akin. Kasi daw parang pinapaasa ko lang siya. Bakit, from the first place pa lang naman hindi ko na sinabing pwede siya mangligaw ha? And he's too low level for me.... Well, basta hindi ko lang siya type, frankly. Who I'd really want in Seton is Robby Co, kaso no brains e. Matalino nga kaso tamad at ginagamit yung talino niya sa ibang bagay. Onti na lang talaga yung mga smart guys ngayon, halos lahat ng nasa paligid mo pa good boy looks lang pero actually, isipin mo na lang in ten years na magkasama na kayo, ano na kayang magiging outcome ng relationship niyo? UGLY diba?

I'm still waiting, I know it's not yet my time to have a relationship with a guy. Kailangan ko muna makapag tapos ng College and have the highest degree I can ever achieve in my life. Ngayong bata pa ko, nasa teenage years pa lang, maraming bawal, bawal, bawal... Pero titiisin ko na lang. Because this is what shapes my future, the better I endure the best I can get.

Walang hindi sinasadya, walang nagkakataon, lahat ng nangyayari saating buhay ay may DAHILAN.
All of my childish problems right now, all of my Family problems right now,
these are all happening to shape my future up. <3